Stay away from Benadryl, folks.
Kratom is cool if you’re trying to quit opiates or alcohol.
I can’t recommend kava if you don’t live in a place where it’s cheap, but if that isn’t an issue it has reverse tolerance and actually gets more fun the more you use it.
That sounds awful :(
I'm glad you made it off of it, the withdrawal is hell. The high is pretty great but def not worth losing your life over