That sounds like it must have been pretty fun, actually, even with an little knife fight here and there. Certainly sounds like a good setup for a group of college kids (or recently out of).
That was actually how I envisioned I'd soon be living when in my late teens and early 20s, it was kind of the plan, actually. I suspect if I had done it more the way you describe, I wouldn't be quite so bad off as I am now, given the added socialization. But some pretty shitty things also happened around that time so it just wasn't in the cards. Having really bad social phobia certainly didn't help (now diagnosed as a full on personality disorder), but I lived in a little loft apartment with partner for 5 years in my mid/late twenties, as we slowly took classes at the community college where i also worked. And that was... good times. But yeah, I just turned 40 (ugh!) a couple months ago, have got nothing to show for it except a lot of shame and some unfortunate health problems. It's hard enough for "normal" people to make connections. As for roommates now, I'm in a little one-bedroom granny unit relying on foodstamps and the generosity of my remaining parent who owns said unit, and he also has his own weird issues wrt to human contact. In other words, having roommates isn't up to me. I'm not in town, fairly rural and the smattering of neighbors that do live in the area are wealthy, petty-bourgie boomers.
I've considered trying to connect, even joined a zoom meeting group for mental health well-being a while back, but... I don't know, maybe it's just that everyone is so utterly alienated, but I didn't feel like there was any path to actually connecting with anyone. Elsewhere in this thread, people mentioned going to elderly care homes and asking the staff which ressidents could use someone to talk to, and I think that could be a really good thing, actually helping someone else out. Something to think about. Of course covid adds a new element to be considered to that scenario.
Anyway, thanks for the friendly ear and your thoughts. I really do love this place. As others have said, it's like the last sane and kind place left on the internet.
That sounds like it must have been pretty fun, actually, even with an little knife fight here and there. Certainly sounds like a good setup for a group of college kids (or recently out of).
That was actually how I envisioned I'd soon be living when in my late teens and early 20s, it was kind of the plan, actually. I suspect if I had done it more the way you describe, I wouldn't be quite so bad off as I am now, given the added socialization. But some pretty shitty things also happened around that time so it just wasn't in the cards. Having really bad social phobia certainly didn't help (now diagnosed as a full on personality disorder), but I lived in a little loft apartment with partner for 5 years in my mid/late twenties, as we slowly took classes at the community college where i also worked. And that was... good times. But yeah, I just turned 40 (ugh!) a couple months ago, have got nothing to show for it except a lot of shame and some unfortunate health problems. It's hard enough for "normal" people to make connections. As for roommates now, I'm in a little one-bedroom granny unit relying on foodstamps and the generosity of my remaining parent who owns said unit, and he also has his own weird issues wrt to human contact. In other words, having roommates isn't up to me. I'm not in town, fairly rural and the smattering of neighbors that do live in the area are wealthy, petty-bourgie boomers.
I've considered trying to connect, even joined a zoom meeting group for mental health well-being a while back, but... I don't know, maybe it's just that everyone is so utterly alienated, but I didn't feel like there was any path to actually connecting with anyone. Elsewhere in this thread, people mentioned going to elderly care homes and asking the staff which ressidents could use someone to talk to, and I think that could be a really good thing, actually helping someone else out. Something to think about. Of course covid adds a new element to be considered to that scenario.
Anyway, thanks for the friendly ear and your thoughts. I really do love this place. As others have said, it's like the last sane and kind place left on the internet.