Maybe you could tell. Maybe you couldn't. But I've been drunk since the 29th. I need to do better and I'm sorry. This is the only place I trust to confess. I need to get better. I need to be better. People rely on me and I'm letting them down.
I'm letting everyone down. Myself included. I hope I didn't say anything fucked up. Gosh I am so frustrated with myself. I want to be better but then the bottle calls my name. It says "hey tomorrow is tomorrow so let's get drunk today."
Lies lies all the pretty lies.
I'm with you friend. Currently sitting in the waiting room for outpatient because I've been fucking up my sobriety as well. Tomorrow is tomorrow, so set yourself up for a good tomorrow. Feel free to PM me if you need a chat