Holy shit. My mum came into my room to bring me a plate of bangers and mash and I literally screamed at her and hit the plate of bangers out of her hand. She started yelling and swearing at me and I slammed the door on her. I'm so distressed right now I don't know what to do. I didn't mean to do that to my mum but I'm literally in shock from the queen dying today. I feel like I'm going to explode. How the fuck could she die? This can't be happening. I'm having a fucking breakdown. I don't want to believe the world is so corrupt. I want a future to believe in. I want Elizabeth to be queen forever and fix this broken country. I cannot fucking deal with this right now. It wasn't supposed to be like this, I thought she was doing well in Buckingham Palace???? This is so fucked.