I am so fucking lonely that it is ridiculous. How the hell can anyone have a rose-tinted view of the suburbs? I am stuck in this prison because I can't afford rent anywhere and I am stuck living with my extended family. And since I never got friends, I can't find two roommates to pack ourselves into a studio. It's the suburbs so I can't really go out and do something because there is NOTHING to do. I can go to work, but that is literally it. Now I never will make friends because touching grass is for idle rich people. The only way to leave is by driving, and cars are a luxury for the rich. I am literally a prisoner and no one notices because it's not a traditional prison. THIS is living in the pod.
Meanwhile, EVERYTHING is a luxury for the rich. I noticed this pre-pandemic where it seems like everyone not only hates me, but everyone wants my money. Only us lowly poors pay taxes and I have to hear lectures on facebook why our precious billionaires are simply too good to pay taxes because yeehaw freedom burger, and the cost on everything is higher than ever. Adobe for example completely gatekeeps poors from creativity because they know they are industry standard and their prices are shit only rich people can afford, paywalls are everywhere on any information site worth a damn so I can't just twiddle my thumbs until my next shift like I am supposed to, and cars are so fragile and break all the time that I waste a fortune on repairs and refueling alone. I CAN'T AFFORD TO HAVE FUN, AND FUN IS FOR RICH PEOPLE!
I want to leave the but guess what? They want my money there too! It costs money for me to renounce my US citizenship and I still have to pay taxes until then if I leave, on top of the costs it comes from leaving.
I fucking hate it here in the states.
I am so fucking lonely that it is ridiculous. How the hell can anyone have a rose-tinted view of the suburbs? I am stuck in this prison because I can't afford rent anywhere and I am stuck living with my extended family. And since I never got friends, I can't find two roommates to pack ourselves into a studio. It's the suburbs so I can't really go out and do something because there is NOTHING to do. I can go to work, but that is literally it. Now I never will make friends because touching grass is for idle rich people. The only way to leave is by driving, and cars are a luxury for the rich. I am literally a prisoner and no one notices because it's not a traditional prison. THIS is living in the pod.
Meanwhile, EVERYTHING is a luxury for the rich. I noticed this pre-pandemic where it seems like everyone not only hates me, but everyone wants my money. Only us lowly poors pay taxes and I have to hear lectures on facebook why our precious billionaires are simply too good to pay taxes because yeehaw freedom burger, and the cost on everything is higher than ever. Adobe for example completely gatekeeps poors from creativity because they know they are industry standard and their prices are shit only rich people can afford, paywalls are everywhere on any information site worth a damn so I can't just twiddle my thumbs until my next shift like I am supposed to, and cars are so fragile and break all the time that I waste a fortune on repairs and refueling alone. I CAN'T AFFORD TO HAVE FUN, AND FUN IS FOR RICH PEOPLE!
I want to leave the but guess what? They want my money there too! It costs money for me to renounce my US citizenship and I still have to pay taxes until then if I leave, on top of the costs it comes from leaving.
Why fucking me?