Hope everyone has been doing well since the last one! If you've got something cool going on, this is the place to talk about it! Or if you need an ear, we're here for that too. :soviet-heart:
Rough past few days with me, but I'm feeling better. Gotta go take my dad to the doctor tomorrow, he's getting up there in age and it's just something I'm sensitive about. Also working through some emotional issues. Romance is dumb. Spent most of yesterday being nonverbal towards everybody, but I took the corg out for a long walk and then we chilled at a bar together while I did band stuff. She can sense something isn't right and has been extra snuggly (which is a lot).
Hope the person that's reading this is doing really really great.
There's like a 90% chance that I'm getting divorced. Some shit just isn't fixable no matter how much we want it to be. It's been dominating my every thought and the one person I could normally talk to about this level of emotional shit is the one person I can't. I can't work any more so I don't even have a shitty job to distract me. I don't know how I'm supposed get through this while staying sober. So far I've managed to just smoke a lot of weed but holy fuck is the bottle calling. At least the meds I'm on make it harder to addicted....
If you ever need an ear, holler :meow-hug:
Stay strong, comrade. That is a hell of a lot.