Hope everyone has been doing well since the last one! If you've got something cool going on, this is the place to talk about it! Or if you need an ear, we're here for that too. :soviet-heart:

Rough past few days with me, but I'm feeling better. Gotta go take my dad to the doctor tomorrow, he's getting up there in age and it's just something I'm sensitive about. Also working through some emotional issues. Romance is dumb. Spent most of yesterday being nonverbal towards everybody, but I took the corg out for a long walk and then we chilled at a bar together while I did band stuff. She can sense something isn't right and has been extra snuggly (which is a lot).

Hope the person that's reading this is doing really really great.

  • axont [she/her, comrade/them]
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    2 years ago

    I'm really frustrated with how hot it is in the middle of autumn. It's making me stressed and it's hard to do stuff.

    Trying to make music, doing experimental stuff like running mangets over tape reels and hooking springs to guitar pickups. Thought I'd be done with this album by now, but I can't affording mastering for another 3 months anyway lol.

    Been considering moving to Philly eventually. That's all that's up with me. I hope you're doing ok!

    • corgiwithalaptop [any, love/loves]
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      2 years ago

      Yeah, we've hit our cold snap here. Finally really feeling like fall. Album sounds cool! I know people around here who do a lot of prepared guitar stuff like that. DM me and I'll drop a link!

      I'm doing OK. Dad is in danger of losing his foot and has some bone conditions returning. Just a stark reminder of mortality that I've always been low key dreading through my life. Beyond that, I've been finding myself hanging around more poly couples as time goes by, and I'm questioning some past behaviors through the lens of "huh maybe I'm poly" and dealing with feelings I've been having towards someone who isn't my partner. I also have to take into account that my partner, while things are great between us, has been switching brain meds and is getting REALLY fucked up by that, so maybe I'm just craving attention.

      Spent from Sunday night to yesterday evening just absolutely sad, mopey, nonverbal, and just laying on the couch staring at the wall most of the day until 4. Taking the corgi out and eating some food brought me back to life, and I'm much better today. Just gotta take care of my dad tomorrow, and then figure out "hey, Corg, why are you....the way you are?"