this is something I've been trying to understand for a while
What does it mean to "do your best"?
Are you legitimately always trying to do your best, or are you often titrating your effort based on your internal reserves?
What does "your best" mean to you?
I'm a chronic perfectionist so doing my best usually means lying paralysed in executive dysfunction and crippling performance anxiety while I scream internally at myself for hours on end yet achieving nothing except compounding psychological torment.
Wait, this isn't my therapist's office 🫠
oh, hello my internal thoughts, what're you doing on Hexbear