Had to lie to fam that I was def going out and meeting my old school friends cuz my family is going out to a boomer party and I don’t wanna go there but they wouldn’t let me be home alone.
Had to lie to fam that I was def going out and meeting my old school friends cuz my family is going out to a boomer party and I don’t wanna go there but they wouldn’t let me be home alone.
I've always felt very much like a peripheral friend, I have people around me but when it counts, when people have their inner circle, I'm not in. I spent a lot of new years alone.
So this year I'm alone by choice a little bit, just felt right. Might volunteer with a suicide hotline or just get high.