Is it an adhd thing? Is it a codependent personality? Some kind of dissociation or sensory processing shit?
How do I overcome this problem? I have decent social skills but it feels so meaningless. I feel so lonely even around people.
I know I'm a stranger but shoot your best shot.
Yeah, probably this. It's hard though. I repress a lot of self-loathing, but also I seem to lack a coherent sense of self, so when I try to love myself I can't even find myself.