Have you looked into community counseling in your area? Universities will often offer it to the public for cheap. You'd be getting a fresh graduate who needs counseling hours under their belt to get work, but it's supervised by experienced therapists and it could get you through. It's better than nothing.
Being part of a terrorist group won't cost me $160 for every weekly meeting
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Have you looked into community counseling in your area? Universities will often offer it to the public for cheap. You'd be getting a fresh graduate who needs counseling hours under their belt to get work, but it's supervised by experienced therapists and it could get you through. It's better than nothing.