I don’t want to talk to a therapist. I don’t want to talk to my parents. I don’t want to talk to my friends. They’d either laugh at me, turn me in to the DHS, or do both. I’m very afraid because my mental state is worsening and I’ve had another panic attack today
Try local meetup.com social anxiety/depression groups.
Or just any group that interests you on there. Good suggestion comrade. Meetup helped me a lot.