Have any queer vibes to share? Here's your place! :hexbear-pride:
Talk about what’s happening queerly in your life - like coming out, getting HRT, questioning, and all that good stuff.
Have any queer vibes to share? Here's your place! :hexbear-pride:
Talk about what’s happening queerly in your life - like coming out, getting HRT, questioning, and all that good stuff.
I literally couldn't look at myself in the mirror or on video before I cracked my egg. I remember walking into a lecture that was simultaneously broadcasting for people who were sick (or just didn't want to go lol) and catching a pretty lady in the corner of my eye when I was VERY early in transition, pre HRT even. And it turns out it was me! It was a little shocking and made me laugh. Now I can look in mirrors if I'm femmed up, which has been nice.
I could look at myself in the mirror. It was just always kinda a mindfuck for me. Like It was like "Is that me? Really? Weird". But on video, pictures, etc, i couldn't stand looking at myself. Even in a past relationship, my then girlfriend took a video of us having sex (with my consent of course). Watching it I wanted to puke. I never really understood why. After my egg cracked its been now even hard to look in the mirror, so it being not hard feels really really amazing. But I'm very early and not on HRT or anything.. hopefully eventually I can get to where you're at 💙