I've felt absolutely tired for the last few months. Everything is falling apart, but I'm not surprised by anything anymore.

Trump admitted to downplaying covid? That's nice.

Border camps go full nazi? cool.

I don't feel anything anymore, just tired. I get up, go to work and then go home, repeat the same thing tomorrow. I read about hellworld, and just feel absolutely helpless. Fuck, I just want to do something meaningful, y'know?

me rn

  • poppy_apocalypse [he/him, any]
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    4 years ago

    Thanks for this comment. Super long story I'm cutting short, my neighbor, who (in her words) was almost pushing up daisies and suffers from chemo brain (after a successful battle with covid+cancer) asked me to walk her dog, since she is pretty much locked down inside. It's not much, but it gives me a small sense of community that I've been lacking since I've been working from home in March. She thanks me everyday and I keep thanking her for giving me reason to wake up and do something that benefits our neighborhood. At the same time my neighbor with the McMansion is going to war with me because her dog and my dog piss on his grass, but it keeps me on my feet.

    • fuschiaRuler [she/her]
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      4 years ago

      That's awesome man. I'm glad you have something like that. Even small shit like that makes a difference.