Got anything cool going on you want to talk about? Or maybe things haven't been so great? This is your spot to vent, unwind, whatever. Remember, you are loved :stalin-heart:
For me.....fuck where do I start? Working on opening up my relationship with the fiance a little. Initial talks on Monday were scary as fuck, but things seem positive. They have history with poly/ENM stuff whereas I do not, so letting them take the lead and I'm not saying anything again until asked to. Also started therapy yesterday! On the down side, I had a blunt talk with a close friend I've been crushing on for years, and I was rejected (for now). But, that puts some feelings to rest, so its kind of a good thing I guess?
Worst part is, we did not get to see Evil Dead. Gonna try and go tonight. One last good thing - I'm not being as drunkenly unhealthy this week since the news of my BP2 diagnosis has blunted a little.
Thanks! It wasn't an outright no, it was more of an "I can think of more reasons right now that we shouldn't, than we should, so I am going to say no for now." So like....maybe someday? I dunno. But I'm definitely dwelling on it a HELL of a lot less, which feels more healthy. At least I'm not
spoiler (drug abuse mention)
snorting my brain meds and drinking in the street this week
Oh okay. This friend sounds pretty cool and I'm glad you're feeling healthier!
(drug abuse mention)
I'm also reflecting on my substance abuse to cope and I hope I can stay within healthy boundaries.
If you want an accountability buddy, happy to check in with you from time to time!