I’ve read about how it’s typically difficult for adults with autism to remain employed, and I can completely see why. Never been officially diagnosed, but I’m pretty sure it’s a foregone conclusion in the way that I constantly over analyze every action taken by my co-workers and supervisors

So yeah there’s definitely some ND thought here, but I also can’t seem to get past how fake everything feels. And it feels like I have to play along with their little game where they all assume different personalities between the hours of 9-5 instead of being themselves. Because contrary to popular belief, individuals aren’t beneficial to capitalism, drones are

I hate my brain

  • TheOtherwise [none/use name]
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    2 years ago

    I can't do offices/corporate world either. I have the education and experience to get such a job tmrw if I wanted.

    But I fucking hate all their "little games". Can't stand it. Would rather blow my brains out then do that again.

    • GalaxyBrain [they/them]
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      2 years ago

      I'd like to do a simulation of doing an office job. I've worked kitchens or sold drugs my whole life and I feel like I'd get fired in the first week or do a lot of illegal shit and get put in prison or lie my way to the top. Paperwork isn't real and business is a silly thing on computers that you dress fancy for.