I’ve read about how it’s typically difficult for adults with autism to remain employed, and I can completely see why. Never been officially diagnosed, but I’m pretty sure it’s a foregone conclusion in the way that I constantly over analyze every action taken by my co-workers and supervisors

So yeah there’s definitely some ND thought here, but I also can’t seem to get past how fake everything feels. And it feels like I have to play along with their little game where they all assume different personalities between the hours of 9-5 instead of being themselves. Because contrary to popular belief, individuals aren’t beneficial to capitalism, drones are

I hate my brain

  • GalaxyBrain [they/them]
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    2 years ago

    That's fair. I've avoided jobs that I have to deal with thst crap. As a consequence, I'm poor.

    • boboblaw [he/him, they/them]
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      2 years ago

      Same. I'm currently trying to figure out how little money I can afford to make just so I can have a drama-free work life. Faking enthusiasm and making small talk with supervisors/managers can be so tiring, and I hate how important it is even when not overtly part of the job duties.

      The current trend of open floor plan offices is a nightmare too. I feel like I have to be constantly on guard, lest I say something that gets me branded "not a team player".