Im going to be dead soon. Some day I will cease to exist, simply gone. Just like the 100 billion other humans who died before me, crumbling to dust and leaving as legacy only the most esoteric and indefinable impacts on the future of humanity through my impacts on the humans around me which will be passed on to their decnedents. And I won't even be remembered for my art just my influence, if I'm lucky
like, what the fuck am I supposed to do????
edit: I forgot to set the community and it defaulted to !earth@hexbear.net so I mean whatever I guess fuck you
Late 40s, and I feel pretty much the same way. I've seen and done pretty much what I'm going to in this life, the rest is just trying to live as peacefully as possible while shepherding some younger people through the dramatic parts. The ongoing climate/warfare/pandemic catastrophe makes that harder, of course, but I've really accepted that while I'll do my best for the young people, I'm going to be an early casualty of the Jackpot, and that's okay.