Something inside of me feels like it's broken in the past few years and I'm starting to hone in on just how all this public cruelty is affecting me. After hospitals overflowing with corpses were met with demands to end all public health mandates ended, all the shit in between, and now this? It's no wonder I have no hope for the future or finding my place in the world. I don't want a place in a world this unrelentingly cruel.