Back again with one of these threads. You all know the drill!
Rough night last night. Didn't go to the office today, but am still sitting in on a 4 hour meeting. Got another one on Friday. Tomorrow night I get to be stuck in a room with 3 people that don't like me. Hooray! I'll have a few friends there at least, so I can go disappear with them when needed, to some degree at least.
Gonna buy myself a nice sandwich later to soothe the soul, and bathe the pups tonight and stay sober.
In a mental health sense, I'm doing great. Struggling with drinking too much but this is hellworld so it's to be expected. But I am massively pissed about work and everything surrounding it. My boss is a moron who's asleep at the wheel. He's also a fucking packrat so there's no space to do anything. I barely get paid enough to pay off all my bills every month, usually managing to save maybe a few hundred dollars if I don't have any unexpected bills to pay. And while looking for new jobs realizing just how stuck I am because I don't have the skills/degrees to switch fields easily for something that actually pays a halfway decent amount without becoming a :the-pigs: which is off the table
Glad to hear your brain is at least doing ok! Hope work shit is able to improve soon <3