Back again with one of these threads. You all know the drill!
Rough night last night. Didn't go to the office today, but am still sitting in on a 4 hour meeting. Got another one on Friday. Tomorrow night I get to be stuck in a room with 3 people that don't like me. Hooray! I'll have a few friends there at least, so I can go disappear with them when needed, to some degree at least.
Gonna buy myself a nice sandwich later to soothe the soul, and bathe the pups tonight and stay sober.
Pretty much yeah, especially since I realized that even though I tried to keep that shit inside, I would usually do something rude or thoughtless towards my partner and that would make me feel terrible which would lead me to more repressing my behavior...
I decided to try and break the cycle, it's been going pretty good so far
:soviet-heart: best of luck on ur journey. the feeling of control, deciding to change things, is a good one