Back again with one of these threads. You all know the drill!

Rough night last night. Didn't go to the office today, but am still sitting in on a 4 hour meeting. Got another one on Friday. Tomorrow night I get to be stuck in a room with 3 people that don't like me. Hooray! I'll have a few friends there at least, so I can go disappear with them when needed, to some degree at least.

Gonna buy myself a nice sandwich later to soothe the soul, and bathe the pups tonight and stay sober.

  • Blottergrass [he/him]
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    2 years ago

    Bad. Trying to be sober, failing hard. Got drunk last night and lost my switch, zelda, and pro controller. I'm in my 30s. Feeling like a real pathetic loser right now.

    • corgiwithalaptop [any, love/loves]
      hexagon
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      2 years ago

      Better than losing friends at least, I hope? Sobriety is hard. Good on you for trying. If you ever wanna chat, inbox is open! :meow-hug:

      • Blottergrass [he/him]
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        2 years ago

        Yeah I didn't hurt anybody or involve anyone. I hope whoever stole the switch gives it to their kid or if they sell it I hope they really needed the money.

    • UhhhDunkDunk [comrade/them]
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      2 years ago

      Hoping you can shake off that feeling and avoid the shame cycle(worth a google if your not familiar) Fighting addiction is incredibly difficult, try not to get down on yourself. Relapse is a natural part of recovery.(relapse prevention plans and relapse recovery plans might be something to look into when your feeling up to it)