Back again with one of these threads. You all know the drill!
Rough night last night. Didn't go to the office today, but am still sitting in on a 4 hour meeting. Got another one on Friday. Tomorrow night I get to be stuck in a room with 3 people that don't like me. Hooray! I'll have a few friends there at least, so I can go disappear with them when needed, to some degree at least.
Gonna buy myself a nice sandwich later to soothe the soul, and bathe the pups tonight and stay sober.
Bad. Trying to be sober, failing hard. Got drunk last night and lost my switch, zelda, and pro controller. I'm in my 30s. Feeling like a real pathetic loser right now.
Better than losing friends at least, I hope? Sobriety is hard. Good on you for trying. If you ever wanna chat, inbox is open! :meow-hug:
Yeah I didn't hurt anybody or involve anyone. I hope whoever stole the switch gives it to their kid or if they sell it I hope they really needed the money.
Hoping you can shake off that feeling and avoid the shame cycle(worth a google if your not familiar) Fighting addiction is incredibly difficult, try not to get down on yourself. Relapse is a natural part of recovery.(relapse prevention plans and relapse recovery plans might be something to look into when your feeling up to it)