A lot of that "faking" may well be disassociation, where it's a real feeling that isn't quite "felt" at a cognitive level all the while even while it's there. I don't know your situation or what resources you have available, but emotions can get really weird and hard to place, especially after trauma. :meow-hug:
A lot of that "faking" may well be disassociation, where it's a real feeling that isn't quite "felt" at a cognitive level all the while even while it's there. I don't know your situation or what resources you have available, but emotions can get really weird and hard to place, especially after trauma. :meow-hug:
oh yeah the disassociation is really up there and is multifaceted. my brain is swiss cheese, i have resigned my life to bimbodom :ohnoes: