If I debate him on Stalin I WILL LOSE, because I learned that Stalin's not even his real name, it's some weird Georgian name last week. He said I wasn't a Stalinist, I was a Jughashvilian, which I thought was some arcane Russian way to call me a villian.

I've built up my online and IRL persona too much around Stalin and Stalin memes/paragraph quotes to reassess my beliefs, so the only option is to pretend that I'm not actually gay (but still communist-stalinist).

Also wondering if I should photoshop him out of the photograph T-shirts I made of us together or if it'll be weird to continue wearing them. Maybe I should do a wardrobe purge of anything that reminds me of him afterward.