Cause I don't think that there is anywhere in the world where I belong, or where anybody would actually like me no matter what I do, or how much I try to do right by other people.
I don't wanna go outside, or do anything anymore.
Cause I don't think that there is anywhere in the world where I belong, or where anybody would actually like me no matter what I do, or how much I try to do right by other people.
I don't wanna go outside, or do anything anymore.
I’ve been on the dating apps for a bit now to make friends or find a relationship. When I do find cool people who say they want to be friends, it never ends up panning out. Idk how I am being perceived in the moment, it could be that they’re saying “they want to be friends” because they want to let me down easy but I don’t take that lightly when I hear those words. The best relationships in my life at the moment are friendships and since those apps are usually just made to find a fuck buddy/situationship, I’m never able to get this point across
As a result, I find myself in a similar position as a lot of people on this com. I used to long for sex and a girlfriend, until I got it last year and realized it wasn’t as good as I expected. Now I’m back to square one and know that all I want is to be happy
I don't know what "to be happy" means, besides a laundry list of components that are never all aligned.
I just wanna stop overthinking things for once :(
maybe try this?
why not?
Because there’s more to a relationship
god I wish I could get a fuck buddy or situationship out of those lousy apps. or from anywhere honestly.