This isnt a crisis post btw, I have care scheduled very soon

I highly suspect i have BPD and i just want to know if it ever gets better or easier to live with? 4 days ago i felt stable and now I'm back to completely losing my mind and cant reel it back in

Not even sure whats real or not about my emotions at this point other than being trans

  • morte [she/her]
    hexagon
    ·
    1 year ago

    I've been seeing somebody recently and I am filled with the worst anxiety I've had for years until they respond to me. Then all of a sudden everything is perfectly fine for a few hours. I have 0 security and trust and I can already tell this is not gonna last very long because of me

    I feel so seen rn sadness