i literally dont even know how to date and im approaching 24. i dont know where i would go to find someone to date. the only people i ever see are coworkers. im not going to a bar because i dont want covid. ive tried dating apps or whatever but they suck for women because there are so many awful guys they have to sort through to try to find anyone worth talking to and they suck for men because i have to put on some kind of act to stand out from all those awful guys. the kinds of people i want to date are largely not on dating apps. and they're also not at bars anyway. i live in a small city without shit going on in the way of hobby activities.

it just feels dead. all i can do is work and sleep and play video games. no end in sight.