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    • Makan@lemmygrad.ml
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      6 months ago

      I feel like that as well a lot, but I've found a kindred spirit who turned out to be a friend recently, a journalist who wants to interview me and is interested in Marxism (who is also Latino and Autistic), afaik.

      Wrote for WaPo, Slate, etc.

      That, and a TTRPG group in my area, which I've been going to for almost a month now.

      Let me tell you: continue to use Facebook to find friends in your area, including Nextdoor (you never know what group you're going to find).

      On another note, I feel definitely queer, my gender dysphoria and pining to be a woman is growing bolder, I think; I know what feelings to identify and what they are. I saw a video by Alexander Avila (on YouTube) and it put a lot of things in perspective for me and dealt with internalized ableism and internalized transphobia. Things are moving forward for me in a positive direction...

      ...except I've been stuck in one particular situation since a month ago regarding people I know IRL and I'm waiting for a resolution on that because GODDAMN it is taking a lot out of me, practically aging me twice over.

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        • Makan@lemmygrad.ml
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          6 months ago

          Yeah

          I've... been betrayed by some people.

          People I thought were friends.

          I confined into one about possible racism against me and they... didn't take it well, it seems.

          It's a whole episode right now.

          That, and family issues with one of my brothers going to pseudo-science quackery to "fix" his mind, but yeah...