What're you into, what're you looking forward to, what're you happy about?

Please

I am feeling terribly self-harmy in advance of my birthday next week

I got to the point of making a pros and cons chart

give me something to be vicariously happy about or something to look forward to, please

  • ashinadash [she/her]
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    4 months ago

    lets-fucking-go DISCOVERING UR AUTISM W/SOMEONE U LOOOOVE

    lmao 36 hour date, wildin... We do in fact have pretty good chats 24/7 though madeline-smug It's rad that she's good at computers, but while I should be in programming socks I got the Bad At Math autism, alas...

    Damn, the mechanical husband! I have an affection for mechanical stuff but am too weak and busted to do it. I think you have to be not chronically ill, and also jacked with oily calloused hands, right? Congrats on 20 years together though, another itsb banger ✨

    Same, yw and I hope you're doin a little better cat-trans I know you said to me before that if your inbox blew up you'd just quit, hope you're managing that too, lol

    • the_itsb [she/her, comrade/them]
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      4 months ago

      you said to me before that if your inbox blew up you'd just quit, hope you're managing that too, lol

      😂🎯

      if it hadn't been responses to a post about self-harm filling my inbox, I would have just avoided the site for a while, but I didn't want anyone to think the worst, so I guess I'm doing Inbox Exposure Therapy 😂

      I think maybe it is actually helping me not be scared that replies = flaming (reddit was often kinda mean to me), but it was definitely a thing I had to just grit my teeth and get through 😂🤦 so silly, I know – "I need support! ..... AAAAAAAHHHHHHHH YOUR SUPPORT IS TERRIFYING!!" 😂😂😂😂

      It is so sweet of you to remember that little fact about me. ❤️ I appreciate you very much. meow-hug

      • ashinadash [she/her]
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        4 months ago

        Explosive Inbox Support Exposure Therapy, lfg!!! It stuck out to me because it was real and relatable cat-trans but also the bearsite is such a cool and chill place that I'm at the least acquainted with many of its users =)

        Sending my hopes that the upcoming birthday doesn't cause you more distress cuddle