As in, absolutely no "close" friend, because turns out one was an absolute cunt, the other one simply didn't seem to care at all. No family either because I've met with a man contaminated with coronavirus, and had to isolate myself to protect my parents. Nor any significant other because of various factors that I won't get into.
So that's it. 2020 is the first year where I literally have no one left to talk/confess to. As a gift, I am offered a fucking coronavirus test, and that'll probably be it. I can't even cry anymore, because I feel so numb. I wonder if anyone has truly delved so deep into misanthropy as I did., becaues as it turns out, finding decent people to talk to is an actual nightmare, and I just can't be arsed anymore to go back to Tinder/Okcupid, or to hang out with my classmates. So loneliness for the foreseeable future it is.
That's it, I posted this here because there's no mental health sub, god fucking knows why. Have a good night, because I sure as hell won't.
Ok I'm legit amazed at the amount of answers, thank you all, you beautiful liberals. I'll try to answer to all of you.
Hey so like listen i'm a lil wasted rn but I'm 22, I don;t have my life together at all, and I only just now reached a point in my life where I had a group of friends I regularly talk to without having to see each other in some schedule decided by an alleged higher power. It's the luck of the draw, and you've had a bad run of it. Shit happens. Stick to actively working to help yourself, practice a lil good thought toward yourself, be GOOD to yourself. Once you're standing on your own two feet just continue to do your best, it's all you can do. You'll eventually find people you can rely on. Remember, the revolution will be easier with people who support each other comrade o7 And we're here to support each other