Been not posting for a bit for bad-feeling reasons and now this
Shit just keeps getting worse and worse 
One antigen test (all I had/can afford) is negative but I'm almost certain its covid cuz my friend I see all the time is sick and someone they live with has a confirmed case :(
I have never felt more doomer in my life, can't stop thinking about not living
I don't want to get worse anymore
At least this time I don't feel so sick
I'm a bit torn at what to do about the reports of covid minimisation. On one hand, we don't want to pretend that COVID is harmless. On the other hand, poor OP is super stressed at the moment.
If another mod wants to step in and remove the comments, I support it. At the moment, to me I don't feel it's a black and white issue. Also it's late and my brain isn't at its best.
I've also left them up because obviously the support for OP is good and worth keeping, but made some comments that (hopefully) help to point out that minimizing is wrong.