You do have a community, as little as that may mean for in person support and assistance, we are still your comrades, still your community. Maybe its easier for me to feel that because I was practically born on the internet, but I truly believe that we're a real community of people who care about each other and want to help each other grow.

I know it's basically nothing in the material sense, but I care about you comrade. Don't give up just yet!