Love to see a bunch of shit I'm not qualified for and then a bunch of things that don't begin to cover my expenses and feel bad about myself and my circumstances and cry and eventually put one application for a custodian position with the county because what the fuck else will I do

I know if I went back to school and finished a degree it would give me a leg up but I just can't fucking handle the workload of work and school anymore, I feel like such a lazy piece of shit but I just don't have it in me anymore to keep this shit up

Dealing with a lot of dark thoughts today. Very dark.

  • bigboopballs [he/him]
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    2 months ago

    distinctly remember the guy visibly losing interest when I said I hadn't researched the companies mission and core values.

    oh my god, what kind of dork even cares about that shit?

    • keepcarrot [she/her]
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      2 months ago

      Internally, no one. Externally, also no one. It is entirely in the boundary of preliminary hires and preliminary large scale clients, and nothing else