Love to see a bunch of shit I'm not qualified for and then a bunch of things that don't begin to cover my expenses and feel bad about myself and my circumstances and cry and eventually put one application for a custodian position with the county because what the fuck else will I do

I know if I went back to school and finished a degree it would give me a leg up but I just can't fucking handle the workload of work and school anymore, I feel like such a lazy piece of shit but I just don't have it in me anymore to keep this shit up

Dealing with a lot of dark thoughts today. Very dark.

  • FourteenEyes [he/him]
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    2 months ago

    Someday you'll find the shark fucking position you were made for

    Full disclosure I'm employed I just hate my job because it's soul-draining and there's no structure and the work just piles higher and higher and it's a constant sensory overload assault on my eyes and ears

    • corgiwithalaptop [any, love/loves]
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      2 months ago

      Thanks comrade. I know it would be emotionally draining work, but I'm hoping to get hired at a local homelessness outreach organization in the coming months. That's my preferred place now, but its been so long that I gotta take what comes first.