Meanwhile I'm like the exact opposite lol. I wish I didn't have this half white bullshit to deal with. It's really not that great. It's like half my family is just walking, talking racism machines I constantly have to deal with. Just a barrage of settler-colinialist shit.

But when I'm amongst the PoC half of my family, all that disappears. I don't have to deal with the entitlement or persecution complexes or willful ignorance. There's still some brainworms stemming from liberalism and a lack of theory, but it's much easier to interact with than reactionary, white supremacist ideology.