Does this make sense at all? In my head, it’s the most clear. When written, I feel like I’m not able to fully express what I’m thinking. When speaking, it’s like fucking Russian roulette and can be wonderfully put together and eloquent or stroke-like.
Is there any way to improve this or is it just the way my damn brain works?
As a kid I used to tell my teacher that I have "issues with putting the knowledge in my brain into the world", of course me claiming that I actually knew the right answer/proper solution was dismissed as "cope".