I qualified for financial help with one of those places that advertise on social media (Joyous, if you know it), and I've got enough to buy myself the first month of pills.
Curious as to if anyone has had experience with it. On paper it sounds like it would be great for me, but my ma is scared of it cause apparently there are horror stories going around in the news. Way I figure it, if it doesn't help, at least I get drugs.
Yes I do it currently, it's one of the only things that's helped my depression even a little. Unfortunately for me the effect is modest and only lasts a few days, but it's better than nothing. I don't terribly love the effects despite liking most other drugs, so chance of addiction for me is about 0.
I agree with other posters that 200+ mg every three days is excessive for most people, but I don't think it's dangerous. Dissociative addiction will mess you up though, it's just that you'd be doing far more than that as an addict.
I don't know anything about your alluded to substance use issues, it probably depends on your DOC whether I'd recommend risking it.
Underrated point here. And the motivation behind your use, if you have insight into it.