It is kinda ruining my life lmao. I have never felt this strongly for anyone. When we talk, I can ride that high for days. But then she gives me (what I perceive as) the cold shoulder and the depression I feel... boy. It's been like this for months. I cannot go on, man.
My life would be so much easier if I didn’t do this but that’s probably why I have a personality disorder diagnosis 🥲