theres no diversity in the tinder people here and I cant find anyone thats my type, but after going through this many people and going over the same people (i have like 9+ where it says how many like you or whatever) but idk with everything going on i really just (and im already cool with death, I didnt expect to get this far already) am ok with dying alone

I was already in a toxic ass, weak facade of a relationship that low key ruined my life and at this point if i never had to deal with that again I could (and literally) die alone in peace.

Not to mention I have already technically died, and after that happens it forever kind of lingers, plus I was almost shot to death 2 days before my birthday this year, which nobody noticed because I literally have nobody

Either way, I guess the only things my brain wants at this point is for things to work out, but I would take a couple guns im foaming at the mouth for which for a number of reasons idk if it will work out, either way, fuck it im like 1 panic attack away from saying fuck it and going to ride and then turn into a burrito a giraffe because fuck it

also tankies need not comment or etc (go ahead downvote it you CIA plant piece of shit)