• gay [any]
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    4 years ago

    Calling me heterosexual as a joke was not okay

      • gay [any]
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        4 years ago

        I mean, because I've never really thought I was straight. I didn't see myself as having a sexuality but rather "I am normal and straight is normal". And the idea of ending up in a heterosexual relationship (the only kind of relationship I could have) made me feel miserable. So I thought I was meant to be single for the rest of my life which also made me feel miserable. But maybe I feel like that because I am a self-admitted heterophobe

        • kristina [she/her]
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          4 years ago

          lmao im not asking you to justify yourself i was taking the piss

          yeah i had a similar conundrum being trans. i never wanted to date anyone even though i very clearly found all genders attractive. turns out, i just hated my body. so much so that i legit thought i was asexual for a bit till i had a full conception of what being trans was.

          • gay [any]
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            4 years ago

            I will share my gay angst if it kills me god damn it. And then when I was in 7th grade, I-

            • kristina [she/her]
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              4 years ago

              highkey i had so many boy crushes in 7th grade and i was so uncomfortable about it that i didnt talk to anyone at all that entire year

              • gay [any]
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                4 years ago

                I had One Best Friend that I developed a crush on but then we fought and never spoke to each other again. I was heartbroken and I didn't know what to do. I spent the rest of the year alone. 7th grade is just like that :deeper-sadness:

      • gay [any]
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        4 years ago

        Admit that my secret alt name is epic, I'm saving it for when the time is right