I love feeling absolutely fucking helpless, it totally doesn't give me ptsd flashbacks to my childhood.

Jesus christ I hate my brain I'm fucking terrified of nothing but still nevertheless have scared myself half to death and am now sat up in bed and keep staring at the door like I expect something to happen

  • Pezevenk [he/him]
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    4 years ago

    I'm generally completely anxiety free (probably much more so than most people) although I get very depressed easily. However there are some rare cases every now and then when something happens and it's like all the stress comes at once, I have trouble breathing, palpitations, chest pain etc. When that happens the weird trick works amazingly well, and also noodling my guitar or just playing semi random shit on the piano etc. Musical instruments are underrated for stress relief.