SO last month I began my second term of this year in college. I still haven't adjusted well to online school and I really fucking dropped the ball this term. I still have one month left to go, but I really let myself fall behind and as a result I have two classes I've done next to nothing in, and two I've done a bit more in, but haven't started on big projects yet. I've been getting back on track for the past couple of days, but I still have issues procrastinating, although I've decided now to quit all social media until I'm done with this shit. Even if I do get it done though my grade will be lowered because it's late...... I can/will email my profs about this but fuck is it daunting...
Idk though man I really feel like I've fucked up my life here, it's probably not THAT bad in reality, but fuck it feels awful right now. Maybe this isn't the best place to post this but idk where else, and support/encouragement right now would mean the world to me. Has anyone here had a similar experience also?
I've had this experience multiple times (thanks to untreated dysphoria and wildly mismanaged mental illness in university) and like 98% of my profs were extremely kind and understanding, because this happens allllll the time and they get it. Several talked to me about their own struggles with mental stuff. A counsellor can also help you hack through the thickets of bureaucracy if you need to get a grade removed from your record or something. It'll be fine, try not to worry too much :heart-sickle:
Thanks cum slut lenin