Anyone relate? I really can't date because of my physical and mental health and covid, plus poverty, but god sometimes I miss intimacy.

Sometimes I feel like I deserve this because I broke three women's hearts. And I'm truly sorry for doing that. I'm happy they're doing good now, one is even married! But I miss having someone who loved me and accepted me, someone who had my back, you know?

  • Puffin [any, they/them]
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    4 years ago

    Idk how old you are but I didn't have sex until my mid 20s. It's funny because once I did, it was like the floodgates broke and suddenly it was so easy. I think I was just very in my head about it. Eventually though casual stuff felt kinda empty to me so I calmed back down.

    • Wmill [they/them, fae/faer]
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      4 years ago

      28 I hope so. Might have been good I waited though, I feel like I matured a lot. I say this unironically, I know what kind of humor I do all day but feel like Wmill now is wiser than 18 yo Wmill and I'll keep getting wiser. I've resisted doing any jokes so far.