Sounds like you need to be in a labor job. Personally I dropped out of college and floated around unmoored until I took a job driving at FedEx. Turns out I really enjoyed it and am really good at it. But FedEx sucks ass so I quit and am starting at UPS next week. It's a union job so if I stick with it I'll retire with a pension.

The spectacle demands that your job also be your passion. Fuck that. Find something you tolerate doing and find your passions outside of work.