It fucking sucks having a learning disability mixed with social anxiety.
Recently started a new job (lost old one due to covid)
I'm asked to mop the floor.
I awkwardly mop the floor because I'm an idiot.
Coworkers laugh and start mimicking the lame way I mop
I start internally having a panic attack, hoping no one noticed but I'm pretty sure they all think I'm a freak now.
Not looking forward to work tomorrow. Just fucking throw me off a cliff. I can't do anything without fucking it up.
Yeah, it's weird because I can usually just laugh at myself. I'm not usually one to take things seriously, but every now and again if I've had a full-on day and I feel like I'm messing up something that should be easy, then it can get me down.
Completely understandable. I have days like that too, especially when I start a new job. Solidarity comrade.