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  • came_apart_at_Kmart [he/him, comrade/them]
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    8 months ago

    in my experience, people i don't know or communicate with only follow me when they want something from me that i'm not inclined to give away. so whenever a stranger follows me i block them.

    i keep my social media entourage lean and strong. or i did until a bunch of my accounts got checkpointed, so i deleted them. now my following is so exclusive, people have to reach out to me individually or IRL to find out what i'm into.

    to have no personal history is to be free from the encumbering thoughts of others. little by little, i create a fog around me and my life. until nobody knows who i am or what i do. not even i. how can i know who i am, when i am all this?

    the fog is erasing everything until nothing can be taken for granted. until nothing is sure or real. it's a very exciting state where no one knows where the rabbit will pop out. not even me.