I tell myself it's the propaganda machine, it's material interests, it's capitalist realism, it's this or that, but at the end of the day I just don't understand how someone can not only think this, but accept it as truth. I've been subjected to the propaganda machine as bad as anybody, I've lived under capitalist realism my whole life, the material interests of my class position should be to support capitalism, yet why was I able to avoid being coerced into this way of thinking, when so many of my peers were not? I mean I look and find possible reasons, but at the end of the day I just can't understand how someone can allow themselves to become so completely devoid of humanity in this manner, and say without any hint of irony, I believe some people deserve to die.