Lurkerino [comrade/them]

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Cake day: August 9th, 2023

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  • Lurkerino [comrade/them]tochatHow do you get over a crush?
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    18 days ago

    Yeah, its bad, I had limerence for a while, like 2 years, Im over that person now. It was really hard getting over it as they helped me a lot with my mental problems, yet I ended being emotionally dependant on them and became toxic myself, of course I didnt know, I was really depressed and I clinged to anyone who would help me




  • I was very depressed for about 15 years, I started taking mushrooms, now I still deal with existential dread under capitalism but I have energy and I managed to study and have friends and life is improving every day

    No other drugs helped me, they only zombified me










  • The game has become too micro intensive for me, I dont want to have to say to every truck its orders, I dont want to put a city and then forget I didnt leave room for trash cans that have the smallest range posible, so I need hundreds of them, although maybe im doing something wrong, I liked the other distribution systems, my public transport has to improve too. I only use buses for everything, and walkable cities, no cars tho








  • Im having trouble with who I am and who I want to be, yet the person that I want to be is an imposible perfect person made up by the imposible expectations of my narcisict parents who ignore the reality of being alive today and the cost of everything.

    I have to learn to forgive myself as my parents made me feel guilty for not being able to fix their lives. They wanted me to be their conselor, their financial advisor, their house cleaner etc.