storyofracheltoo [she/her]

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Cake day: October 31st, 2020

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  • storyofracheltoo [she/her]touserunionOn Rachel, too
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    4 years ago

    It feels like one in the moment.

    I think maybe from now on it should be like how it is on gofundme and shit, with a set specific amount that's being asked for.

    Because here's what happens:

    • I spend all my money after I get paid because I don't know how to budget and spend compulsively because I was on the streets for two years.
    • I run into something unexpected, like having to pay my phone bill.
    • I have to survive for usually like another week until my next paycheck.
    • I'm sent more money than I need for the specified thing I need money for, and that surplus goes to other crap that I need or want.

    And I probably spend more of that surplus on legal but equally fucking dumb bullshit, like earbuds or an OnlyFans subscription (lol).






  • storyofracheltoo [she/her]tomutual_aid*Permanently Deleted*
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    4 years ago

    I spent the last of literally all the fucking money I have buying shit for an unhoused woman who had her shoes stolen and one of my unhoused junkie friends who had his clothes fucking soaked in the rain.

    I do so much for people and I get treated like garbage.










  • storyofracheltoo [she/her]todankleftMovie fucked me up fr
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    4 years ago

    In Russian, Idi i Smotri.

    The name itself is chilling; a reference to the Book of Revelations.

    And I saw when the lamb opened one of the seals, and I heard, as it were the noise of thunder, one of the four beasts saying, Come and see. And I saw, and behold a white horse: and he that sat on him had a bow; and a crown was given unto him; and he went forth conquering and to conquer.

    I'm afraid to watch it but I know I am limiting myself by averting my eyes.