I've got one on Tuesday that looks like my best shot at a new job since I got laid off in the summer. It's with a vice president of the company and the person whose position I'm filling since she got promoted
I'm just a little weirdo, I don't know how to make them want to hire me 
Urgh, I cannot force eye contact to begin with. My eyes walk when I'm talking. That's just happening no matter what. Maybe a paralytic or some sort of pin vice
Yeah I struggle too, but when I do look up I make sure to look at the camera. I interviewed for a role online recently, too, and the screener was like "You seem extraverted which is good because the team is full of introverts" didn't want to contradict them so I was like ahahahah yeah I guess I'm an ambivert. In reality I've had previous managers grill me over eye contact in person fucking sucks and eye contact has nothing to do with intro/extroversion.
I'm pretty bonkers extroverted, will forgo sleep and food if I'm in a comfy conversation and enjoy meeting new people. No idea what's going on though